Competition Time

I do like making stuff out of clay. It keeps me distracted and gives me an outlet for my abnormal brain function. The only problem is I have accumulated too many pieces. With this in mind, I am going to …

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The Path Between The Road And Ruin

I’m always tempted. Tempted by debauchment, narcotics. Alcohol. Even death. Tempted to run and hide. Missing the things, I think, I want the most. The complete brain shutdown I’ve been attempting for the past 6 months is hard to maintain. …

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Everything Has Lost its Lustre

Fuck. I’m just so sick of this shit. It’s just so draining. No new houses to bid on. No future to plan. I really need something spectacular to happen. I expect some wanker will say, “you have to make things …

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Maniac For Hire.

After a quick check through my recent browsing history I realise I appear to be a drugged up, weapon toting maniac. It’s all guns, porn and drug paraphernalia. Then right in the middle I watched a load of tutorial about …

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The Narcissist Report. W/E: Sunday, 20th May 2018.

I’ve just about pulled back a little financial dignity after Thursday night’s shenanigans. All I have to do is breeze through the next week and the world will be righted. Apart from all the lovely deliveries, the other prospect of …

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The End Of The Day. Not Much To Say. I’ll Leave It To Mr. Bickle.

That’s the double done then. Its nine forty five and I’m at Bank station. It’s pretty warm. Humid. The streets are full. Due to Travis being a gooner and the general ambience of the evening, it brings this to mind: …

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Travis is a Gooner (The writing on the service lift told me!).

Double days are great for the money(I get paid day rate) but ducking tiring. I’m about to travel from Paddington to Holborn via car. It’s 4 miles and is going to take 45 minutes! The lads we are meeting are …

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The Narcissist Report. Thursday, 17th May 2018.

The old Marwood quote comes to mind, “A stopped clock still tells the right time twice a day”. I woke this morning like yesterday I was in a different time zone. It’s taken four days to get here and now …

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The Narcissist Report. Wednesday, 16th May 2018.

Yesterday was an absolute fuck up which prevented me from going to work. I spent the whole day wearing pyjamas and pretending I was in Narnia……..! Ok. That’s not true. I wasn’t wearing pyjamas. It was more like jogging bottoms. …

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The Narcissist Report. Monday, 14th May 2018.

I have an excellently heavy week in front of me. A full week of days, one evening and a Saturday. This is excellent for two reasons: The money Work prevents me getting in trouble. It’s nice to catch up with …

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The Arena Of The Unwell.

With swollen eyes, I peer out of the train window and consider everything. I’m doing my best to ignore the thumping pain in my head, as the line between dreams and reality is blurred beyond recognition. Here are the facts: …

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The Narcissist Report. Saturday,12th May 2018

My plan for the weekend has been completely derailed. My intentions for a ,relatively, wholesome couple of days has sunk. It’s difficult when you can’t just hide anyway in your own place. I’ll just enjoy the regret on Monday. I’m …

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The Narcissist Report. Thursday, 10th May 2018.

I’m sure everything happens for a reason. But, when nothing happens, you lose sight of the reason. Automated life. Get up. Go to work. Come home. Eat. Escape to dreamland. Repeat. Of course, there are other moments. For me, almost …

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The Narcissist Report. Monday, 7th May 2018.

First impressions of the Amazon bought, nootropics are good. I can imagine if you took 2 or 3, you’d be off your tits. They definitely give you focus. I’ll give them that. I’m midway through the bank holiday weekend and …

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Dear Kate.

Dear Kate, I know it’s been a while so I thought we should have a catch up. It’s been a crappy few years for me. A lot to deal with. I know you read that in my blog so I …

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The Narcissist Report. Wednesday, 2nd May 2018.

It was definitely time to start a new chapter. I was getting too bogged down with the day to day, and forgetting about me. It’s time to concentrate on that. It’s the only subject I’m really interested in. I’ll have …

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