10 Days

Day One Here I am, on the long haul. Laying in the bed I made. Hoping I’ll recover one day. Living on a diet of memories. It’s hard not to feel like my life is a reoccurring nightmare. Learn some …

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Readily Deadly demption 2

It is definitely burning up a lot of hours, that’s for sure! On the upside, I’m riding 100’s of horses. shooting men, women, children and pets for no reason. Hunting, cooking and eating every animal known to man. Getting drunk, …

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Reading Your Poems When Your Not Around.

Red Dead Redemption 2 has taken the edge off my continuing existence. Tragic really, but a little wild west action does burn the endless hours. I should have gone to sleep earlier though. Before I knew it, it was 02.45 …

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They promise Us The Earth, Instead We’ve Got The Great Depression.

Another day. I awoke to the arguing of my parents. Yesterday my mother insisted I keep her TV, and have the room she has been sleeping in because of her bad hip. “I don’t like to disturb your dad as …

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Too Much Will Kill You, Too Little Ain’t Enough.

Alone then……..That’s fine. After all, I’m the only person who can endure me. As a beautiful thing once said to me, “you just like the idea of me”. This applies to me I think. People like the idea I put …

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Triangle Of River

So. Here I am. Back where I started, almost 3 years ago. The only difference being, L-Bobs is next door. At least I have my triangle of river. The same one I’ve been looking at since I was 14. Life …

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But A Thousand Boxes Yet To Take.

Saturday. I started packing up today. I filled the car and took it to my parents. My dad’s eye is a tiny bit better. He still can’t open it. I’ll do some more tomorrow. It’s emotional. It shouldn’t have been …

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And We’ll Stick Like Sick On The Stars.

Thursday. As usual, I spoke to soon. Let’s just say, things have come to a head in my current living situation. I rang the emergency housing people. This is where it all goes wrong…….. I was informed that the closest …

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As I Hesitated, Time Rushed Onwards Without Me.

The last 2 days, jesus. Man-flu. So called because you have to be a real man to get through it(yeah, right!?!). Anyway, I feel better but not enough to realise I got on the slow train to Waterloo this morning. …

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The Friendship That Bound Us Together.

Here we go again. Another Monday. Sitting in Wetherspoons, drinking Guinness whilst waiting for a price to sell my Nikon. Yep. Times were so tough, but not as tough as they are now. As in other times of hardship, I’ve …

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When We Will Fly Away For Good.

Sick to my stomach. Desperate for a drink. I stare at myself in the mirror. I see the lines in my face. Every single one deserved and earnt. No badges of honour, just a reminder that the undeserving linger and …

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I dreamed I saw The Knights In Armour coming, Saying Something About A Queen.

I’m desperately unhappy. I wish I could put it another way, but I can’t. It’s no ones fault. Blame will always be based on my inability to make wise decisions and my depression. Also, the closer I get to the …

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A Fragment Of A Girl. Soft And Sentimental.

I’m just about to break the back of the week. It would be a more positive thing if I didn’t have misery looming and work on Saturday, that I’ve already been paid for. On the positive side, today is forecast …

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Receiving Transmission From David Bowie’s Nipple Antennae.

Fuck I’m old. I only say this because, I was buying tobacco at the CoOp and L-Bobs(my 14 year old son) crept up behind me to say hello. He was with some girl. I gave him some cigarette filters and …

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Hear The Lark And Harken To The Barking Of The Dog Fox, Gone To Ground.

Down, down, down, down. Apparently I hadn’t hit rock bottom. I must have had my foot on a ledge or something. Standing back and looking at the big picture I realised it is going to be a lot tougher to …

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Whiplash Girl-Child In The Dark.

Another autumn comes around. If it can be bothered that is. Apparently it is going to be 23 degrees one day this week. I’m sure, as usual, it will then bypass the rest of autumn and cut straight to winter. …

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