Choking On The Splinters

What worthless, insignificant piece of information can I give you today? A new hat keeps you warm. The tax man is relentless. Moments of fun are fleeting.  Why is it so frustrating wanting more when everyone else seems content? They …

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It’s Been So Long

It’s not true. It hasn’t been that long. It just feels like it.especially when you seem to be going backwards, not forwards. Where’s my luck gone? Must’ve dropped it somewhere.  Another tedious, laborious day doing exactly the same. Gotta find …

V For Vendetta

I’m kind of ashamed of myself. I’ve allowed my planning to be so consuming that I’d forgotten. Or had I? I suppose I didn’t forget really. I just put it to the back of my mind. Once on the list, …

Altered Reality(yeah, right!)

It seemed like ten minutes I stood there. Sucking back the saliva in my mouth. Staring through the glass, outside Gerry’s. Blanco, Resposado, anejo? Fuck the expense, I didn’t want it. I needed it. I could smell it, taste it, …

When Your Life’s A Joke

Ever wonder what people say behind your back? Ever feel that people see your life, dreams and ambitions as a joke. Paranoia? Probably not. People aren’t nice. Just remember, all they care about is themselves. So, you have to do …

Meh!

It’s a good word. It covers so much with so little effort. From the important to the mundane. I sometimes wish everything in life could dealt with with a three letter sound. So. Here it is again, Monday. Repetitive familiarity …

The Longest Wait

Waiting, waiting, waiting. Time slipping away, as if it means nothing. You fill it with tasks and dreams for the end result, but it is still just waiting. I am somewhere now that keeps me motivated towards my goals, with …

Up The Junction

Here we all sit, after the 45 minute trip that actually took 1 hour and 45 minutes, in the Holiday Inn.  There is a dark cloud above my head but I refuse to allow it in. Can you see it? 

Rammed Tight

There are no conductors on this tube apologising for it being late or overcrowded. Just rammed with indignation. The bloke in the football top, standing in front of me, is alright. Everyone else, how can I put it?…….. Sorry, your …

Beginning Again

Ok. So, time to begin again.  Now that I have achieved my long standing goal and had a good reminder of what I’m doing this all for, I am ready to put my head back down and plough forward.  For …

Feeling It.

When you feel it, you feel it. Whether it be extreme happiness, anger, pain, jealousy or sickness. Your brain loves to give you this information. Loves to throw it at you, irrelevant of whether it’s warranted or not. Then it’ll …

Words Of Wisdom

Caught up, as I often am, in my selfish, childlike dream world, it is easy to forget who I am, what the future holds, and my responsibilities. Yes, there are things I dream of, but that doesn’t take away the …

Unplanned Adjustments

Last nights communication has left me with a sick feeling in my stomach. I’m uneasy and unsure about what might happen next.   What usually happens with these things, is, that they turn out to be a bluff, a scare …

Top Of The Pops

Forget paedophile DJs. There was a time when the weekend used to start about seven thirty on a Thursday.  Top of the pops.  I miss that feeling. Lots of crap but occasionally, something fantastic. The Jam doing Beat Surrender(just coz …

Questioning Purpose

Am I right? Or am I just dreaming? Will my purpose reveal itself, or do I create it? I’d like to think that I’ve always had one but have just been unlucky. Missing it’s reveal many times. Countless opportunities, either …

Lack Of Function

“The Edge… there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.”  –  HST. Close to it.  Yesterday’s plummet was to be expected really. The …