Seems Like a Plan

Everything seems normal again. Ha! Normal?!? Well, it does. The maintenance of such a notion will depend on many things, as usual, but I’m confident. Let’s make a little effort shall we? I hope that today heralds all the good …

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If you can’t walk in them, don’t buy them?

I like a lot of  things in this life. I like fags and booze, I like clothes and shoes, I like guitars and cars……..all sorts really. I do have a rule of thumb though. They have to be right. If …

Blue Moon Rising

Some people like that! Limping, listless. Not caring. Dehydrated of more than just water. A horrible taste of regret. Screaming for coffee. Saturday’s schedule is a broken affair compared to the weekdays military regime. Easy seating options ease the pain. …

Baby, I’m just a fool

​https://open.spotify.com/track/1B4StIkMjfufswtyStsUfS For all the plotting and scheming I do, I still feel empty. A piece is missing. It probably always has been. Do you ever feel whole? Complete? Or this that what’s drives us? The search.  One thing I am …

Twisted Little Fuck

So. It turns out, this is what I am. Cool, I thought. I’ve been called many things in my life but this I particularly enjoyed. Admittedly, I was in quite an obnoxious, annoying mood. All I said was,”I hope you …

Skeleton Faced Accutron

After yesterday’s events, I had the beat dream last night. Then I woke up, and tutted. It would be nice to wake up and everything was as it was in the dream. I used to smoke a lot of pot, …

Charlie Nicholson

I love doing this. When I get to that place. Watching, listening to, reading……….., how can I put it? My life, I suppose. The input that, I believe, made me,…. is me. The tiny snippets I’ve stolen from everything, that …

Fault Diagnosis

It’s no ones fault. Unless we want to start blaming the government and we know how fruitless that is with a country as broken as ours.Maybe that’s a bit strong, mildly sprained?…. No. Fuck it, broken. I’m sure there are …

Saturday 6 am

Crisp. I’d definitely say it’s crisp. Quiet calm with the odd Friday nighter still staggering their way home from a past I remember well.  It’s amazing the amount of thoughts that run through my head considering I’m not fully awake. …

Dark Mark

It’s the warmth. That’s the thing I like best. Deep within the shadows. Hugging me. Shrouding me. You can’t See Me or feel me. Better, I cant feel myself.  The old disappearing act.  It’s not physical, it’s psychological. The withdraw. …

Back To What You Know

Then just like magic. Here I am again. Accused and manipulated. I really should never bother. The unpredictability of insanity.  “All you care about is your reputation” she said…….laughed? I nearly shat! Reputation?REPUTATION?…. my god, as what? A total twat? …

Positive Foreboding

The inevitable confrontation, temporarily avoided, hopefully obliterated by the decaying mind of the aged, is the best we can hope for. It still doesn’t remove the tasks at hand, which seem like a mountain at the moment. The future seems …

It’s a Motherfucker

HA! LOL! And a couple of lalalalala’s.  Being misunderstood is one of the greatest amusements of life. I don’t understand people when they talk in elongated platitudes. Cutting to the chase, saying what you mean and feel are great. The …

It’s a Motherfucker

HA! LOL! And a couple of lalalalala’s.  Being misunderstood is one of the greatest amusements of life. I don’t understand people when they talk in elongated platitudes. Cutting to the chase, saying what you mean and feel are great. The …

Dionysus…..er, no.

​God of wine, pleasure, festivity, madness and wild frenzy.  “Mark, why are all your friends intelligent women?” I laughed, “and beautiful” I added. “well, mostly” she said (being one of them). I laughed again.  Now the question is lodged in …

Importance Confusion Part 2

Sometimes it’s hard to get it all out. There’s a song for everyone. If you sometimes feel that this blog is about you(hinty, Nudgy, wink wink!) There’s a song here that is about you, to me. https://open.spotify.com/track/2P2HvdhIRheHI2BrLC26KM https://open.spotify.com/track/7xy5fMuQNVADFo7rLS2eVq https://open.spotify.com/track/04cTAJ4taJ4kJyA8zYcfsI https://open.spotify.com/album/4ojJHUs9cNDjea3C5XoHm8 …