Working Back To Quintessence.

Don’t get too excited. This is a money related rehab! Day Three There is no day one or two. They were just too awful. I think I’m over the worst, mentally. Fatigue is now my enemy. It’s currently 8am and …

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Interim Musings

Rehabilitation seems to be a misunderstood word. The very mention of it seems to send people into the world of drug abuse, alcohol abuse, redemption, etc… I can understand why, in my case, due to the nature of MY existence, …

Slight Return To Hell

Of all the places I could work, I find myself working 20 minutes from where I used to live in Somerset. The home of 6-fingered inbred freaks, sadistic farmers and idiots who believe in spirituality. As you can tell, I’m …

The Back-End Of Everything

So many stories to tell. Yet, my own disinterest and shame make me neglect the information. Information? Fuck. I suppose it is. A way of telling people things, in such a round about way, that they miss the truth hidden …

The Narcissist Report. W/E: 12/8/2018.

Time to move on then? I think so. A few things have happened this week that have made my brain have its usual correction. That happens when I get a bit wayward. Instead of concentrating on the reasons why, I’m …

Down The Rabbit Hole

It turns out a little job has appeared opposite Harrods. Some add on cables to a job we did last month. So, including the double this Sunday, I’ve earnt a normal week. It’s all turned out fine. In the end. …

2 days off to watch the Westway.

Fuck me! Half six already? I’ve had a little guitar time and managed to mess about with some models. Not much really……… Wait. I did go to Sainbury’s for 12 bottles of Volvic, gin and blueberries. What else? Nothing?……I made …

What day is it?

Luckily, I won 300 quid last night. I didn’t remember until I woke up and checked my balance(300 profit. 400 including punt return). That’ll help with these enforced days off. I’ve just got something for Thursday and I’m on double …

Rough Old Shithole

Early morning. Westminster. Bollocks. Work is work though. The job we are on was supposed to take 18 man days. This is man day number 36. I can imagine the boss is really happy. At least the sun is out. …

The Narcissist Report. W/E: 5/8/18

Considering the internal damage I’ve done to myself this week(I thought I’d taken it to a new level last week!), I feel quite Sprite. The evidence speaks for itself. I’d better have a good whip around before Carter fucks me …

No Fucking About!

I feel slightly better but I think I need to sleep. I hate trying to go to sleep though. I prefer to pass out. It’s easier. No fucking about, thinking too much or worrying about stuff. Just out! I don’t …

Big Fuckin’ Pulsing Vein On The Side Of My Skull.

One of those nights. I should go to sleep but it’s 8am and there doesn’t seem much point. Plus, the big fuckin’ pulsing vein on the side my skull is keeping a rhythm I just can’t ignore. Time for pain …

Just Me & The Sickness.

I’ve been to the Co-Op. 40 Benson Blue. 1 litre of quality gin. 2 litres of R.Whites lemonade. 4 bottles of icy Corona. I have up lager a long time ago but it was cold and on a deal. It’s …

Blood Like Gravy

I missed out Thursday to come up smiling Friday morning. I woke up ok but I wasn’t smiling. I shouldn’t have looked at my bank account. I had no choice but to blow away the cobwebs with this: Crystal Skull …

Fun Bag, Rubber Moulds & Tomorrow.

I’ve just done a bit of sewing. Yep! That’s right! Multi talented. I had to fix the strap on my “fun bag”. The rubber mould cured very quickly. I got the surround off but I’ll leave it until tomorrow. Then …

Afternoon Achievements & An Early Weekend

It appears that the end of the working week is already here. It’s lunchtime on Wednesday!! Fuck It! I might as well make the most of it. I may have no money but I have plenty of distractions. Legal ones, …